death's dance

this cancer breeding,
of my own doing,
you a disease i'm not medicating,
a situation to remedy,
what do you think love?

to let you go,
to cut you out,
where do i start?
maybe in this heart?
does that scare you love?

we don't exist,
once i'm done neither will i,
and you'll hate who i won't be,
as all around the world comes crumbling down,
can't you see the beauty in anarchy love?

i, chaos have apportioned,
of grace there is none,
scorched earth in my stead,
to burn you out of my sight,
do the blind see peace love?

i've gone too far,
no not far enough,
i can still feel,
not, would be worth dying for,
the glorious silence love

in death's dance i partake,
for freedom from you i wait,
as the ritual my soul slowly breaks,
till glassed memories are all that remains,
and this remnant of the fallen is reborn